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2009 Parents of a friend of mine [vitamin B ~ kyaaa ★] actually, I'm lookin ~ but somehow I've also afraid that I do not think by ~ or does not satisfy the expectations ~ but I feel at the moment with most things in life ~ I have the feeling that I simply will not succeed in life ~ it was my high school that I have indeed existed, but where I would have hoped for any more [I'm actually only 3 points in Maht get it ~ I had learned so much], or my non-inclusion in the School of Art ~ and even with little things I'm totally self-doubt my pictures ~ I like less and ~ oh well ~ what Cosplay is concerned, I'm just a beginner, but I can not really enthusiastic about it ~ [I'll never really be good at it ~ ~ I feel that is totally uncomfortable cosplay am just not quite slim and small, and also still camera shy] on the other hand, I can not really stop it ~ after all, the people I'm friends with all layers and oh well ~ ~ if you do not pursues the same hobby, you lose to stop at some point ~ from the eyes and the like. . . Right now I am again in a rather low mood ~ I try not to but that can hang out quite as I know myself that people have the whole day down only a burden to others ~ and I can not even überhaubt ~ from but I do not know exactly what to do about it ~ if it were me, Kö me, could I at any rate the whole day in bed and do nothing ~ I just want to let me drive and just let the days drag by me ~ but I guess something is a pretty unhealthy living much light ~ I'm just depressed and should just go to the doctor. . . Who knows ~ but I do not understand how something like this is reached ~ I was supposed to be eigentlcih happy I have dear friends ~ ~ I get along well with my parents and I ~ otherwise ~ no problems and still goes to me ~'s shit is perhaps better if I go to work first ~ then I have a yes Grundzum up and then my life a bit ~ so minor I think that just
Nu ~ ~ good now rang a slow time with my suffering souls ~ ★
Besides all the photos I've starve at the moment so down the drain, I have started a day before yesterday, quite nice here ~ Ever seen a [very] little preview I ~ would it be if it is ready to upload ~
[A & C from Clover]
Okay ~ that's it for today soweit von mir~★ Bai Bai
