help:)
pain.
sleep.
interior emptiness.
I will not complain, the pain is bearable, but they are almost every day since. But tolerable. But there. It leaves me not, I can not drive out and I come not at all clear. I do not come with your pain clearly does not know how to classify them, how to behave. Is it tolerable pain? Terrible pain? Worrying pain. Well, either way. I do not know who I can believe.
As one notices whether you have depression - it upsets me?
I can adjust well and do not let me examine you. I also do not know what to do in a professional or an expert - I'm curious. I probably just fall into the category of today's youth. " The world around me is old and mature and old especially. I want to stay old forever five years. At least, I let myself be carried away like this and then I am again clueless.
It makes no sense to wonder what if, but when it is not so. The old lion is letargische can never be tamed and yet he can not move anything. The hopeless vision through the cage mesh remains for ever. Frightened every time again because it was not always so. Deep in the inmost thought he can remember the great freedom. Inwardly torn. The free mind is a distant memory. Safety of hopelessness. Wutentbrand and absolutely determined incapacitated. Umherwirbelnd angry then wasting away. Hopeless waste of energy. The world has become ugly and will never again be considered beautiful. Desperate powerlessness. Confusing and misleading half-gray painfully pointless, yet functional. I hate, I do not know whom, I do not know what but I do it wholeheartedly. It would
I love just yet - at peace with the world and myself.
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